ELL.inside ♥

say whhot...?

i CAnt sleep, and its not work tht's keepin me up

ITS ALL ABOUT DANNY NORIEGA TONIGHT!

he's gay , BuT HECK He's HHOT.

And he sings..

Aand he's dark...

and he's OuH sO sexy...

and i'm sso iN LOVe With him lyk OMG!

I'd Lyk TotaLLY Gouge my eyes out, if to Not SEE him means I could Touch HIM!!aahyyy!!..Just imagine::..Lyk His amazing gorgeous BREATHTAKING LipS..against my skin..aahhhh!!*takes a breather*JUST IMAGINE!!::hE leans forward and lyk gently rests on top of me. His knees slip in between my legs.....*further imagination*(progressive thinkin as in I.S.):: ...his skin feels like egyptian silk.

He examines my body.Smiles,and softly caress my hair. Thenn...HE GRIPS AND DRAG MY HANDS HARD ACROSS THE COTTON COVERS PAST MY CHEST!.lyk OMG DANNY!! He grins.

I snarl(not meant to snd kinky), but it aint from the slight burn! Only a more Extreme sensation caused by the sudden intensity of that moment!

A dazed pause**.I feel the heat raging through my veins

DAN Looks into my eyes and immediately i am lost in his. Locked in tht position, he whisPERs lyk a tune. so Close i feel his tongue brush across my upper lip, and his breath in sync with mine ..

.says DaNNY: "I love you Michelle"

GOOOSEBUMPSSS!!

HAHHAHAHAHOOOHOOO,,,,

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damn, My conscience be redeemed!

ANYway, TOUGH LUcK. He's a DIVA

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that's about it;

Dear diary, today i saw a boy, and i wondered if he noticed me. He took my breath away.

L.o.l. JokiNn

Onlt thing great abot today(yesterday) is finally gettin my lip pierced.. THO I FREAKED OUt at d Freeakin sight of d FREAKIN Thick, PAin INflicting, Penetrating tool. (popular amongt sadistic activities)

Yet...it didnt hurt half a much as an ant bite. xP

Ye i'v meddled with mt face a no. of times b4; so its sorta made me realise tht despite my Rahter considerable 'ego'....i'm still a pussy.

zzzz watever.

Anyway, i gotta think of a way to psych Paps in2 letting me keep the fad. I mean ...i'm a realist n i noe d immediate impressonof 'decorated' bodies(tattoos..etc etc). So ThaT's why, Its Now or Nver; i gotta doit while nobody cares (..othr thn d family..) But i think tis'l b mylast laaaaaaarggh.. its killing my super conservatve Paps; w every new asset i nab.

P.S...... F***K U JUSTIN FOR INTERUPTIN MEEEY

Blogged @ 5:08 AM `

statue;

l.o.l. obviously, i'm stil kinda enthusiastic about ths blog thingy so yea, i decided to update my profile.
Thats when i came across this "random question" section which i found preetty interesting.
"Your people want to make a statue in your honor. What will it be made out of and what victory will it commemorate?"
It made me think and in the end i couldn fit my answer in the lil boxed space. Thats y i decided to post it. :D

My statue Will be of a lady figure(..tht's me)

She would b carved outta calcium(CO) rocks, bulky; dull.

And zinc-metalplates that would reflect sunlight into its viewers' eyes; feeding on their attention for as long as it lasts..

Drilled into her chest, outta sight, a heartshaped box made of pure gold; Her initials engraved on it..

As she is exposed and weathered over the years, her 'body' disintegrates, just as i am dying in real life and of the most conspicuous causes.

D unsightly decay disgusts its audiences.

Ridiculous. Slowly, She is unwanted and then forgotten.

Until completely consumed, she dies; the golden piece falls to the ground and its all that's left.

Thats when u realise that deep within her frail body was a heart tht unlocks with the names of all who mattered in her life.

Unveiling her innocence that was once overpowered by self pity, self-hatred, and the thirst for attention; Thus the judgements she succumbed.

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Hurray a new blog. Re-influenced by some interesting blogs of my various cohorts, namely Justin-(applauds). Only difference is i'm no emo shitter..

I'd say i'm positively emotional. In other words, i'm a sob in denial(..wont elaborate)...many of us are.

....anyway,
I had another one of my mom-vs-i disputes over some snack issue last night, based on parental favouritism, followed by an hour long lecture from Paps. wud !so have opted for d kneeling if i had the choice

Now everyone's gone to bed sour including Jason coz mom also brought up our smoking problem

not mine la ;P

I'm definitely quiting, soon, only question is when. (hopefully by the end of stress week(ass. wk))...I Dont wanna bother talkin to jason bout it, he bloody yelled at me for eating one of his donuts. And they think we're allies.

why must i be cursed with such horrible horrible ynger brother....

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Ah well, sun rises in a few more hours and, everythin'l b back 2 normal...

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P.S. (this parts been editied cuz i kinda had my msg come out wrongly..) so anyway, more importantly, i rilly hope Titi's alright.. She's just got this persistant pain. But i'm super positive everthins gonna be ALlright trust me Tiz.

fact that I try to be more active wen i'm with her in attempt to spread my disease...she infects me with her own humour instead. Cool Dude'ess.. Then again i guess we're jus naturally crazy upon interaction.. so yea =)

Crazy bitch, cya in sch tmr!!

I hope Doreen's okey too...

I Promise a get well soon prayer just for u guys tonight
will someone remind me l8r!

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