
I guess knowin the truth's (hopefully it is...i cant tell whats real anymore) made things easier for me...or has it? lol
This experience's made me realise how weak i am.. but then i'm stronger everyday(evn w/o the damn gym)... i see how stubborn and mean i can be sometimes but i can only progress and become a better person... i rilly learnt a lot... like now i know what its like to truly love someone.. and the sacrifices youre willing to take for the happiness of just tht one special person.. then i know what its like to have your heart torn apart....shredded n then blended into shake...
On the other hand i guess i have a better understanding of what i need in a man in future...
Most of all, i'm confident my maturity 's taken a notch up another level (i'm not joking)..
i'm so polytechnic now...